Fire Phobia

You can see this as some kind of Vent/effect practice...Mix...Thingie?
Anyway - I was a tad irritated/down lately and vented around a little to get myself to calm down again.
Began as a silly sketch of Typhlosion!Brin having one of her angry trips since she pre'much holds a grudge against herself after reaching her final evolution which she did not plan on getting.
The reason for that is though because she got a fire phobia by herself and did NOT want to become a stronger fire pokemon. There's prolly more I could explain to this and how it came etc but I honestly don't feel like writing all of this again, so yeah, fuck it, if someone wonders why just poke me and I might tell you. Hah, as if somebody would give a crap

But yeah, the reason why I'm irritated/down is simple - do you know how shitty it is when yer being ignored or forgotten about? Or simply with you write to someone and they don't give ANY respond at all and don't even take at least a bit of time to tell you something like ''Hey, sorry, but I don't feel like writing right now so please leave me alone.''? And you literally just sit there for hours and feel like you've done something terribly wrong sp they don't want to talk to you anymore but you just don't fucking know WHAT you did? I could go on but really, I'm not going to turn this into a 'vent only drawing' so again - nope.

But yeah, me and drawing fire begin to get cool with eachother, haven't drawn it inna while but I'm actually pretty content with how it turned out.